
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Monday, March 03, 2008
Intervarsity at NCSU and Meredith
This video will give you a glimpse of his work on campus. The students there desperately need to know more about how their lives can be changed for the better. They need Hope.
Sunday, March 02, 2008
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Life is Unexpected
I forgot to mention in the last post that Sam is now officially off the Prevacid he was taking. It was for his acid reflux, related to the defib smooshing his stomach and intestines. It is the first time that he's been off it since his surgery almost six months ago.
He's saying so many new things every day. This evening, Bill and I were trying to have a conversation at dinner and Sam, who was finished with his meal but still in his high chair, kept roaring like a lion. Not just any lion, but the loudest lion that ever existed. He definitely has his father's projection!
Something he inherited from me is his temper. On Sunday morning, we went to church and kept him with us in the sanctuary. He got really frustrated halfway through the sermon and threw his crayons down. Then he arched his back, as he does when he's mad, and hit his head on the pew behind him. Well, that made him burning mad, so he arched his back again at a faster rate and banged his head extremely hard, causing him to scream out in pain.
I ran him out to the hallway where he finally calmed down and happily blew kisses at people walking by. After the sermon was over, I brought Sam back in and someone in the front of the sanctuary asked me if he had fallen. Apparently everyone heard the loud bang and the screams and knew it was our little angel. I used to throw very similar temper tantrums when I was young.
Going back to his new sounds, he can do almost any animal sound now. He learned most of them in a two-hour period last Thursday, but adds new ones every day. Today he started saying hello (but it sounds like, "meemow"). I put him on the phone with my mother and he kept saying it over and over. Then he roared. I think he blew her ear drum out.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Great Visit
We have about three more weeks in the Raleigh-area and we are hoping to see the doctor only once more. After that, some other doctor will take over Sam's care. We've really been blessed with great doctors who work well together here. God is good and is the Great Physician. We know He will provide us with great doctors in our next season of life as well.
By the way, Sam is now saying all kinds of new animal sounds. He learned them all in a two-hour period last Thursday. My favorite is the sound a horse makes. He's actually heard a real horse neigh, so it sounds very close. Bill took some video, we'll have to post it later.
Saturday, February 23, 2008
OH NO!
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Visiting Friends
Unfortunately, Sam has another low-grade fever. We saw the doc a couple days ago and she said he's getting another cold. Ugh!
Come on Spring!!!
A couple days ago, Sam, Bill and I met my college roommate and great friend, Jenny, at Umstead Park for a hike. Sam, Jenny and I went on one trail and Bill took another. We got some pizza and came back to our place for dinner. Here is Sam with Jenny. You can actually see his defib and a small part of his "zipper" scar on his belly. Sam sure does love her.
Also, I wanted to post some photos of a Contra Dance Bill went to. Apparently, they have these dances once a month there and it's very family-friendly. Bill's already been to two, but I've never been. They look like fun.
Here's a photo of Matt dancing. I love it!
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Twirlin' Sam
This is an older video - about three weeks old. Sam learned how to turn around (a full 360) the same day this was taken. It was also the day after we had been released from the PICU at Wake Med. He constantly amazes me at how much he learns despite his hospitalizations. Technically, I think he is supposed to be developmentally delayed from all the hospitalizations, but, as you can see from this video, his learning curve is high!
Even since this video was taken, his dancing-style has changed. He turns around in a circle, but leaves his hands to his side. We tried to get video of him tonight doing the new dance, but he wanted to play with his blocks instead.
Sam at 5 months old
We will write more details about what's going on with us in a couple days. PLUS, you guys will get to see new video very very soon.
Saturday, February 16, 2008
the Potter's Hands
The word that came to Jeremiah from the LORD: "Come, go down to the potter's house, and there I will let you hear my words." So I went down to the potter's house, and there he was working at his wheel. The vessel he was making of clay was spoiled in the potter's hand, and he reworked it into another vessel, as seemed good to him. Then the word of the LORD came to me: Can I not do with you, O house of Israel, just as this potter has done? says the LORD. Just like the clay in the potter's hand, so are you in my hand, O house of Israel.
Our lives are about to start anew here in the States. The Lord has clearly told us to start working with Samaritan's Purse, a wonderful organization that helps children around the world.
We will still need to finalize the details with SP and nothing is set in stone right now. We only have a few more formalities to hammer out.
[God] who began a good work among you will bring it to completion by the day of Jesus Christ. Philippians 1:6
Friday, February 15, 2008
A Little Embarassing...
So, I have a little embarassing story to tell. We went to the bank yesterday to sign some papers to get a loan for a car. Bill had already been to the bank and properly applied and I just needed to come back to finish signing. We brought Sam, since, well, he just goes everywhere with us these days. We were sitting opposite the loan officer when Sam started to become discontented with just reading the book I brought. I quickly got out this cute little crayon carry-case that our neighbor and friend, Tara, made as a party favor.
Sam pulled all of the crayons out and instead of drawing on the paper Bill provided, began BEAMING the crayons over at the loan officer's face! He finished throwing three of them and was so proud of himself, before we quickly gathered them up and apologized profusely!
Can you imagine? We're supposed to be straight-laced and professional-looking while we are in process for a loan - how hysterical!!!
She was extremely kind about it.
Ahhh, the things kids do. I love it!
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Still waiting
If Sam still has a low-grade fever tonight, we will need to see his pediatrician tomorrow afternoon .
Enough about the heavy things - I was thinking about cooking lately. I haven't shared my chocolate chip cookie recipe in my blog before, but a lot of you know I spent about seven years perfecting it. Since cooking is a great passion of mine, I am going to share my passion and lighten up some of your lives. Be careful though, they are addictive.
Happy Valentine's Day!
Chocolate Chip Cookies
Mix in small bowl:
1 1/2 cups flour
1/2 t each salt, baking powder, baking soda (I add a pinch more salt)
In another bowl, use hand mixer to mix:
1 stick butter
1 egg
1/4 cup white sugar
3/4 cup light brown sugar
1 t vanilla
Add the flour mixture to the egg mixture using a hand mixer. Then add 1 cup SEMI SWEET chocolate chips.
Place on a cookie sheet (use an ice cream scoop for consistency) about one and a half inches apart.
Bake at 375F for 12 minutes.
Cool on a cooling rack. Eat with a tall glass of cold milk. Yummy!
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Alas, Another Ear Infection
Our doctor told us today about a special program with Medicaid that may help pay some of our medical bills once we leave our current employer (whose benefits are incredible). We're currently trying to print up the application and will await a call from them to make sure that we qualify. It sounds like it would be perfect to fill in the holes for what other benefits might leave out. There are many options, thank goodness, since Sam will likely be hospitalized a lot in his little life.
We weren't too surprised to learn today that Sam has another ear infection. His left ear has fluid in it and we're treating it with more antibiotics. Apparently it's a holdover from last week's cold.
He's doing great. He has taken to singing with Bill lately and REALLY missed him while he was away. He's still got a low-grade fever, but we're hoping that will clear up by Thursday. Sam sees his cardiologist on Friday morning - we're hoping for a great visit and to talk about possibly moving to *** and the health care there. It's a bit more rural than here, so we're not so sure...
Note to Shannon: Is JoJo thinking of applying still? I know of a great position available.
Saturday, February 09, 2008
Practice Cake

Sam has 100.6 temp this morning. He's acting great and doesn't seem to be feeling bad. I have no idea why he keeps going up and down with these temps. Very frustrating.
Bill is leaving this morning to interview with a company. Please pray with us that he will hear God's voice regarding this position. The health care there isn't as good as here in the Raleigh-area, but our cardiologist doesn't see a problem with us moving there anyway. I'll keep you posted. His interview is on Monday.
Friday, February 08, 2008
Two Days of Being Healthy!!
Thanks for your prayers.
He's started making noises like a horse does (saying "neigh") and has learned how to SKIP when walking. He thinks it's the funniest thing ever. He also dances in a new way - by stomping his feet, turning in a circle and rotating his wrists. Maybe we can get video of it and show you. It's adorable!
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
You're Not Going to Believe This...
Sam has been holding his breath a lot, and the doc thinks this is a functional issue - that Sam is trying to increase the size of his airway because of the swollen parts preventing good airflow. The good news is that if I had waited to go to the doctor, he said Sam would probably have been hospitalized for pneumonia by Thursday this week.
Sam is now on steroids to try and decrease the swelling, increasing breathing functions and generally allow him to sleep better.
He had 100.3 temp just before his nap about an hour ago. Let's pray that he won't be sick for long! He's in good spirits still and hasn't lost too much energy.
Phew, we CANNOT wait for Spring to come!
I forgot to add that I think my toe is broken. I dropped something on it and it's purple and hurts a lot. I'm going to wait to see a doctor, since it could be that it will heal on its own. What a week!
Sunday, February 03, 2008
Overdue Photos




I hadn't mentioned it before, but we bought a new-used car. It's a Chrysler Pacifica. It's probably the nicest thing we own. I guess it's the only thing we own of value. I'm sure we'll be grateful for is when we're sleeping in it come April. :)
Obviously I'm just kidding. We know God is going to provide for us and we appreciate everyone who is helping us to locate a new job. Keep praying!
On another note, Sam is still carrying a low-grade fever around. He had 100.3 today. We're relatively sure that it's from the molars that are coming through, but he was certainly acting sickly today.
He started to fall asleep tonight and his whole body jolted. I was pretty sure he hadn't been shocked, but he was silent for a moment and then started screaming at the top of his lungs. I was so worried that he had been shocked by his defibrillator that I had to check it. Turns out he just had one of those moments where you feeling like you're falling just before sleep. I guess it scared him too, as it took a while to get him back to sleep. It's funny that I am always wanting "normal" moments with him, but when one finally came, we both were too upset to enjoy it!
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Fever free
Thanks so much for all your thoughts, emails, warm wishes and prayers. We can feel all of them.
By the way, we DID get to go to the hockey game a couple nights ago. My sister-in-law, Kendall, came over to keep Sam and they did great together. She's so confident and very competent with taking care of him - we all did fine. I was quite sad the Rangers lost.
It was interesting to go to a hockey game in North Carolina. Just like everything else in Raleigh, it was family-friendly. Normally, in New York, hockey games were the least family-friendly event you could go to. Fights broke out between fans, as well as on the ice. But, this game was geared towards families. It was probably the last bit of culture shock I'll experience from my move down from New York to North Carolina (which happened 14 years ago this month).
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Leave
Hopefully by the time Sam is three years-old, he won't be experiencing as many high fevers. At that time we will re-examine the locations that Sam will be able to get the best medical care around the world.
We have no idea where God is leading, but we know His hand is on our lives. It will be difficult to start from scratch here in the US, but we know God will provide.
We will genuinely miss our work in East Asia and are intent to continue God's call in working with the people of East Asia, no matter where we live. Please write us with any questions or concerns you may have.
Please continue to pray for Sam's health and also for Bill on his job search.
Blessings,
Teesa and Bill
Monday, January 28, 2008
Hockey Tickets
We thought we might get a PICU nurse to come and sit with Sam, but that has fallen through. We're still debating, but we don't know that we'll feel comfy with anyone else watching him, so soon after having fever.