Thursday, February 28, 2008

Life is Unexpected

Congratulations to Bill's sister and her family on their new son, Santino, delivered today. A whopping 8lbs 5oz. Phew!

I forgot to mention in the last post that Sam is now officially off the Prevacid he was taking. It was for his acid reflux, related to the defib smooshing his stomach and intestines. It is the first time that he's been off it since his surgery almost six months ago.

He's saying so many new things every day. This evening, Bill and I were trying to have a conversation at dinner and Sam, who was finished with his meal but still in his high chair, kept roaring like a lion. Not just any lion, but the loudest lion that ever existed. He definitely has his father's projection!

Something he inherited from me is his temper. On Sunday morning, we went to church and kept him with us in the sanctuary. He got really frustrated halfway through the sermon and threw his crayons down. Then he arched his back, as he does when he's mad, and hit his head on the pew behind him. Well, that made him burning mad, so he arched his back again at a faster rate and banged his head extremely hard, causing him to scream out in pain.

I ran him out to the hallway where he finally calmed down and happily blew kisses at people walking by. After the sermon was over, I brought Sam back in and someone in the front of the sanctuary asked me if he had fallen. Apparently everyone heard the loud bang and the screams and knew it was our little angel. I used to throw very similar temper tantrums when I was young.

Going back to his new sounds, he can do almost any animal sound now. He learned most of them in a two-hour period last Thursday, but adds new ones every day. Today he started saying hello (but it sounds like, "meemow"). I put him on the phone with my mother and he kept saying it over and over. Then he roared. I think he blew her ear drum out.

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Great Visit

We had a fantastic doctor's visit today. Sam is still running a low-grade fever, but he's not sick for once. Teething is causing this one. He was so well, in fact, that he even got another vaccination today (Polio).

We have about three more weeks in the Raleigh-area and we are hoping to see the doctor only once more. After that, some other doctor will take over Sam's care. We've really been blessed with great doctors who work well together here. God is good and is the Great Physician. We know He will provide us with great doctors in our next season of life as well.

By the way, Sam is now saying all kinds of new animal sounds. He learned them all in a two-hour period last Thursday. My favorite is the sound a horse makes. He's actually heard a real horse neigh, so it sounds very close. Bill took some video, we'll have to post it later.

Saturday, February 23, 2008

OH NO!

Just about half an hour ago, Sam was begging me to use his markers. I strapped him in his high chair and put his coloring book in front of him, along with a few non-toxic markers.

I turned my back for a second. I mean, literally ONE SECOND. It all happened so fast.


If you can enlarge this next photo, check out his fingertips. The pictures don't really give the magnitude of just how much marker ink there was everywhere.


I edited this to add a new video of Sam dancing. We took this video a couple days ago. He's stil ldancing with that Leapfrog console!

Thursday, February 21, 2008

Visiting Friends

We haven't really gone anywhere this week, but we sure have had a lot of visitors. Just this morning, Miss Jane Bailey came over to play with us. Sam had fun blowing her lots of kisses and we got to share some pecans with her.

Unfortunately, Sam has another low-grade fever. We saw the doc a couple days ago and she said he's getting another cold. Ugh!

Come on Spring!!!

A couple days ago, Sam, Bill and I met my college roommate and great friend, Jenny, at Umstead Park for a hike. Sam, Jenny and I went on one trail and Bill took another. We got some pizza and came back to our place for dinner. Here is Sam with Jenny. You can actually see his defib and a small part of his "zipper" scar on his belly. Sam sure does love her.




Also, I wanted to post some photos of a Contra Dance Bill went to. Apparently, they have these dances once a month there and it's very family-friendly. Bill's already been to two, but I've never been. They look like fun.

Here's a photo of Matt dancing. I love it!

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Twirlin' Sam

This is an older video - about three weeks old. Sam learned how to turn around (a full 360) the same day this was taken. It was also the day after we had been released from the PICU at Wake Med. He constantly amazes me at how much he learns despite his hospitalizations. Technically, I think he is supposed to be developmentally delayed from all the hospitalizations, but, as you can see from this video, his learning curve is high!

Even since this video was taken, his dancing-style has changed. He turns around in a circle, but leaves his hands to his side. We tried to get video of him tonight doing the new dance, but he wanted to play with his blocks instead.

Sam at 5 months old

Remember way back when...







We will write more details about what's going on with us in a couple days. PLUS, you guys will get to see new video very very soon.

Saturday, February 16, 2008

the Potter's Hands

Jeremiah 18:1-6
The word that came to Jeremiah from the LORD: "Come, go down to the potter's house, and there I will let you hear my words." So I went down to the potter's house, and there he was working at his wheel. The vessel he was making of clay was spoiled in the potter's hand, and he reworked it into another vessel, as seemed good to him. Then the word of the LORD came to me: Can I not do with you, O house of Israel, just as this potter has done? says the LORD. Just like the clay in the potter's hand, so are you in my hand, O house of Israel.


Our lives are about to start anew here in the States. The Lord has clearly told us to start working with Samaritan's Purse, a wonderful organization that helps children around the world.

We will still need to finalize the details with SP and nothing is set in stone right now. We only have a few more formalities to hammer out.


[God] who began a good work among you will bring it to completion by the day of Jesus Christ. Philippians 1:6

Friday, February 15, 2008

A Little Embarassing...

I'm super-pumped that everyone's enjoying the cookie-discussion! I made some myself last night. Mmmm. I sure am going to miss this Pampered Chef kitchen when we leave, as Shannon has pointed out!

So, I have a little embarassing story to tell. We went to the bank yesterday to sign some papers to get a loan for a car. Bill had already been to the bank and properly applied and I just needed to come back to finish signing. We brought Sam, since, well, he just goes everywhere with us these days. We were sitting opposite the loan officer when Sam started to become discontented with just reading the book I brought. I quickly got out this cute little crayon carry-case that our neighbor and friend, Tara, made as a party favor.

Sam pulled all of the crayons out and instead of drawing on the paper Bill provided, began BEAMING the crayons over at the loan officer's face! He finished throwing three of them and was so proud of himself, before we quickly gathered them up and apologized profusely!

Can you imagine? We're supposed to be straight-laced and professional-looking while we are in process for a loan - how hysterical!!!

She was extremely kind about it.

Ahhh, the things kids do. I love it!

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Still waiting

I know a lot of folks are curious about our next move. I will definitely post about it when I know. But, for now, we are waiting to speak with Sam's cardiologist in the morning about the possibility of moving..

If Sam still has a low-grade fever tonight, we will need to see his pediatrician tomorrow afternoon .

Enough about the heavy things - I was thinking about cooking lately. I haven't shared my chocolate chip cookie recipe in my blog before, but a lot of you know I spent about seven years perfecting it. Since cooking is a great passion of mine, I am going to share my passion and lighten up some of your lives. Be careful though, they are addictive.

Happy Valentine's Day!

Chocolate Chip Cookies

Mix in small bowl:
1 1/2 cups flour
1/2 t each salt, baking powder, baking soda (I add a pinch more salt)

In another bowl, use hand mixer to mix:
1 stick butter
1 egg
1/4 cup white sugar
3/4 cup light brown sugar
1 t vanilla

Add the flour mixture to the egg mixture using a hand mixer. Then add 1 cup SEMI SWEET chocolate chips.

Place on a cookie sheet (use an ice cream scoop for consistency) about one and a half inches apart.

Bake at 375F for 12 minutes.

Cool on a cooling rack. Eat with a tall glass of cold milk. Yummy!

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Alas, Another Ear Infection

Bill got back late last night from his interview with Samaritan's Purse. It went really well. I'll give you details on it later, as we are still praying through a decision.

Our doctor told us today about a special program with Medicaid that may help pay some of our medical bills once we leave our current employer (whose benefits are incredible). We're currently trying to print up the application and will await a call from them to make sure that we qualify. It sounds like it would be perfect to fill in the holes for what other benefits might leave out. There are many options, thank goodness, since Sam will likely be hospitalized a lot in his little life.

We weren't too surprised to learn today that Sam has another ear infection. His left ear has fluid in it and we're treating it with more antibiotics. Apparently it's a holdover from last week's cold.

He's doing great. He has taken to singing with Bill lately and REALLY missed him while he was away. He's still got a low-grade fever, but we're hoping that will clear up by Thursday. Sam sees his cardiologist on Friday morning - we're hoping for a great visit and to talk about possibly moving to *** and the health care there. It's a bit more rural than here, so we're not so sure...

Note to Shannon: Is JoJo thinking of applying still? I know of a great position available.

Saturday, February 09, 2008

Practice Cake



I should have posted this two days ago, on Lauren's ACTUAL birthday, but I didn't get the pictures uploaded until now. Our friend Paul came over and made a practice birthday cake for her, so he could get it just right. It turned out to be delicious! Hope you enjoyed the REAL one, Lauren!

Sam has 100.6 temp this morning. He's acting great and doesn't seem to be feeling bad. I have no idea why he keeps going up and down with these temps. Very frustrating.

Bill is leaving this morning to interview with a company. Please pray with us that he will hear God's voice regarding this position. The health care there isn't as good as here in the Raleigh-area, but our cardiologist doesn't see a problem with us moving there anyway. I'll keep you posted. His interview is on Monday.

Friday, February 08, 2008

Two Days of Being Healthy!!

Sam has gone two days with no fever during the daylight hours. We're thrilled!!

Thanks for your prayers.

He's started making noises like a horse does (saying "neigh") and has learned how to SKIP when walking. He thinks it's the funniest thing ever. He also dances in a new way - by stomping his feet, turning in a circle and rotating his wrists. Maybe we can get video of it and show you. It's adorable!

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

You're Not Going to Believe This...

I can't believe I am about to write this, but Sam is sick again. He just can't seem to catch a break this winter. I took him to the doctor yesterday, because he spent all of Sunday night coughing and having difficulty breathing, plus he had 100.3F temp. The doc said he has a NEW bug, and this one has settled around his vocal cords, making them very swollen.

Sam has been holding his breath a lot, and the doc thinks this is a functional issue - that Sam is trying to increase the size of his airway because of the swollen parts preventing good airflow. The good news is that if I had waited to go to the doctor, he said Sam would probably have been hospitalized for pneumonia by Thursday this week.

Sam is now on steroids to try and decrease the swelling, increasing breathing functions and generally allow him to sleep better.

He had 100.3 temp just before his nap about an hour ago. Let's pray that he won't be sick for long! He's in good spirits still and hasn't lost too much energy.

Phew, we CANNOT wait for Spring to come!

I forgot to add that I think my toe is broken. I dropped something on it and it's purple and hurts a lot. I'm going to wait to see a doctor, since it could be that it will heal on its own. What a week!

Sunday, February 03, 2008

Overdue Photos

Talk about a tuckered-out little guy. He fell asleep pushing the drawings on his Leappad.




It's been a while since we added some photos of Sam. I didn't mention that we had several visits from friends during the month of January. The first of those friends was a guy we used to work with in East Asia, Josh. We took Josh hiking at Umstead Park one day.


I also got to visit with my college roommate, Jenny. She made Sam and I lunch one day and Sam LOVED torturing her cats. She lives in nearby Durham.


Then some old friends came for a visit. It happened to be the same week Sam was admitted to the PICU. Unfortunately, we didn't get any pictures of their visit. It's too bad, because they have three adorable children who happily played with Sam. Sam was gracious enough to give them his virus, and they are finally healing from it.
Sam sure does love being outdoors. This was taken at Umstead during an unseasonably warm day.

I hadn't mentioned it before, but we bought a new-used car. It's a Chrysler Pacifica. It's probably the nicest thing we own. I guess it's the only thing we own of value. I'm sure we'll be grateful for is when we're sleeping in it come April. :)

Obviously I'm just kidding. We know God is going to provide for us and we appreciate everyone who is helping us to locate a new job. Keep praying!

On another note, Sam is still carrying a low-grade fever around. He had 100.3 today. We're relatively sure that it's from the molars that are coming through, but he was certainly acting sickly today.

He started to fall asleep tonight and his whole body jolted. I was pretty sure he hadn't been shocked, but he was silent for a moment and then started screaming at the top of his lungs. I was so worried that he had been shocked by his defibrillator that I had to check it. Turns out he just had one of those moments where you feeling like you're falling just before sleep. I guess it scared him too, as it took a while to get him back to sleep. It's funny that I am always wanting "normal" moments with him, but when one finally came, we both were too upset to enjoy it!

Thursday, January 31, 2008

Fever free

Today has been our very first fever-free day (so far), since a week and a half ago. We are still assuming the low-grade fever he's been keeping for the last four days is due to his teething.

Thanks so much for all your thoughts, emails, warm wishes and prayers. We can feel all of them.

By the way, we DID get to go to the hockey game a couple nights ago. My sister-in-law, Kendall, came over to keep Sam and they did great together. She's so confident and very competent with taking care of him - we all did fine. I was quite sad the Rangers lost.

It was interesting to go to a hockey game in North Carolina. Just like everything else in Raleigh, it was family-friendly. Normally, in New York, hockey games were the least family-friendly event you could go to. Fights broke out between fans, as well as on the ice. But, this game was geared towards families. It was probably the last bit of culture shock I'll experience from my move down from New York to North Carolina (which happened 14 years ago this month).

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Leave

I know there has been some speculation on what our future will look like. It is with great sadness that we have to announce we are taking of leave of absence from our work with the company. This means that Bill is officially looking for work, so that when our stateside assignment time is up at the end of March, we will begin a new transition in our lives. We are currently asking for a one year leave of absence.

Hopefully by the time Sam is three years-old, he won't be experiencing as many high fevers. At that time we will re-examine the locations that Sam will be able to get the best medical care around the world.

We have no idea where God is leading, but we know His hand is on our lives. It will be difficult to start from scratch here in the US, but we know God will provide.

We will genuinely miss our work in East Asia and are intent to continue God's call in working with the people of East Asia, no matter where we live. Please write us with any questions or concerns you may have.

Please continue to pray for Sam's health and also for Bill on his job search.

Blessings,

Teesa and Bill

Monday, January 28, 2008

Hockey Tickets

Anyone want to buy two hockey tickets to see the NY Rangers play tomorrow night?

We thought we might get a PICU nurse to come and sit with Sam, but that has fallen through. We're still debating, but we don't know that we'll feel comfy with anyone else watching him, so soon after having fever.

Under 99F

We took Sam to the pediatrician's office this morning, only to learn that there wasn't a single doctor in the whole building. Our normal doctor was out for personal reasons, so we saw a nurse practitioner instead.

Sam's cough is bad around the 1am-hour, which, according to the doctor we saw on Friday morning, sounds "croupy" (just like a past comment mentioned it could be).

Fortunately, it's all in his head. No, I am not saying Sam is making it all up, but I am saying it hasn't spread to his lungs. Praise God. Also, I took my thermometer with me this morning, because yesterday I was thinking, "this can't be right. Sam can't still have a low-grade fever after a week of being sick and STILL being on meds." As it turns out, my thermometer is working perfectly. I was a bit sad about this, but I was thrilled with his temp at the doctor's office. Are you ready for this? 98.7F

Plus, I stopped giving him Tylenol and Motrin in the wee hours of the night. So, that's no fever without meds. I am thrilled.

Sam's still got serious congestion and a bit of a cough, plus about four molars are coming through at once. I'm thinking we might be giving him Tylenol and Motrin again for his discomfort, but not for fever, hopefully.

Sounds like he's awake from his nap. It was a nice long one, so I'm hoping he'll be very pleasant over the next few hours.

Thanks again for your prayers. Keep them up!

Sunday, January 27, 2008

Emails from friends

We have gotten so many encouraging emails lately. It is so awesome to know that so many folks are looking out for Sam's needs and praying for his healing.

I have to give this testimony, since it is so important to the email I'm going to copy below. Several years ago, I met one of my neighbors while walking my dog. We lived in an apartment complex where most everybody was gone during the day and I had a little bit of a difficult time meeting other women. Well, this one neighbor was exactly my age (less than a month apart) and she had a six month-old who loved to play with our puppy.

We barely knew each other when I heard a knock at our door. She had locked her key in the apartment and asked if she and her son could stay in our apartment while she waited for her husband to return. It happened to be Thanksgiving Day, so we were able to share turkey with her (the first turkey she'd ever eaten) and also some stories about why we are thankful. Essentially, I told her I was thankful for receiving Jesus as my Lord and Savior. I told her I could tell her more about it, if she wanted to know more. She definitely did.

The next Monday morning I showed up at her apartment and shared with her about how her life could be changed forever by confessing her sins and professing that Jesus lived on the earth and died on a cross for her sins and raised to life again three days later. She couldn't wait to believe and we prayed right then and there in her living room. She immediately had questions about how God could help her in her marriage,because she was having terrible problems with her husband who drank and smoked and didn't respect her. I led her to a very specific verse in the Bible that talks about a woman leading her husband to the Lord through her actions. I ministered to her for a few months after that, reading the Bible with her and enjoying fellowship together. Unfortunately, we had to move to another city before her husband, or any family members believed.

Flash forward to a couple years later: She led her entire family to the Lord (her atheist sister, buddhist mother, and her husband)! Her husband quit smoking as soon as he believed, he also led his father, who died only months later of cancer. When Bill asked him if it was hard to quit smoking, he laughed and said, "no, I believed in Jesus and put down my cigarette." Easy as pie.

We got an email from him a couple days ago. Apparently we are still on their minds, as they are on ours. I wanted to share this email, because it shows how many people (in so many languages) are praying for our family right now. What a testimony to the Lord's blessings in our lives!

Hello, I was with a mutual friend today and asked about you and he told me about Sam's condition. I hope the Host is able to lead you and keep your child safe. Advocates, Jesus is versatile, we may trust Him, the Host is willing to keep you all safe . Also thank the Host He chose you to be His subjects. He causes us
together, without fear, to confidently approach His face. He knows all our needs. Thank the Host He tugs at our hearts.

Overnight

Sam maintained a fever of 100.4 all day yesterday. Just before bed it went down a bit. He had a terrible coughing fit around 2:30 in the morning that ended in him vomiting. This morning he's had some diarrhea too. His temp is still a low-grade fever.

His disposition seems pretty good despite all of that. I am really hoping the antibiotics are going to take his ear infection away today, and with it his fever.

Please pray for Sam today. Please thank your Sunday school classes and church for all their prayers this week.